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Rumours ∞ { Sunday, April 28, 2013 @ 8:58 PM }

I'm a little disappointed that you actually think that I'm that shallow. I seriously don't need the attention of others to feel good about myself. And there isn't some whole in my heart I need a guy to fill, I'm too in love with myself. Thats the truth, but its up to you whether you want to believe me or not. If you wanna carry on thinking that way about me, go ahead, its not for you to judge what kind of person I am. If you want the truth, I'm wild and crazy, thats my personality, I'm not doing it to get attention or friends. If you can't accept it then thats just too bad, I don't need your approval for anything :) However, if you refuse to believe me, I see not the point in trying to justify or defending myself, thats just who I am, so suck it up pansy. After hurting me so many times your opinion doesn't mean shit to me anymore.

(TO THE GUY WHO JUST CHANGED HIS SPECS: I'M NOT SAD OKAY, I KNOW YOU CARE AND I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE IT MORE THAN YOU KNOW BUT DON'T WORRY :))

Based on the above rant and a quote I found on tumblr, I would just like to share something, you don't have to agree with me, but its just my opinion.
I'm a little appalled as to how people are handling rumours and gossip these days. There's definitely gonna be shit going on about everyone and every clique of people are gonna be talking about somebody from time to time. Heck, its human nature. What I'm a little unhappy about is when people get unhappy over what others say about them. The thing is, no matter what you do, how nice you are, or how you change, people are still gonna talk shit about you, no matter what. Its human nature. I'll admit that I do talk about other people sometimes, I'll be honest here. But people who believe rumours are just superficial. You don't need everyone in the world to be your friend right? Sure, it would be good to have a wide circle of friends, but whats the use if majority walk away when you're in need or if the majority gossip behind your back? My point is, people who believe rumours and spread them are not worth your friendship and concern because they are too immature to understand what it means to be sincere and honest. At the end of the day, you are just left with yourself. I'll admit, I dislike it when people talk about me, but really, I don't give a shit because I stand not to gain or lose anything important.
For me, and being perfectly honest here, this is my philosophy in life for this aspect,
I do what I do for ME because at the end of the day, I only have ME to rely on. I will do what makes ME happy for MYself and ignore rumours or bullshit being spread about ME. Because at the end of the day I know MYself the best, its not for others to judge what kind of person I am, if they want to, let them. Either way, people who believe these sorta things and form a judgement on me are not worth MY time. Mainly because being taken in by rumours you don't even know whether are true or not and judging a person based on what you merely hear is just immature and childish. 
At this stage, I think its evident to see who are those who are still children. And honestly, love me or hate me, I really don't care. I'd rather direct my attention and time to those who love me for who I am. Like I said, you don't have to agree with me, this is just the way I see it.

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